Blessings and Roadblocks

It's great being a cell group leader. Not that I feel more powerful or that I have authority over others, because I'm not, but it brings me great joy to be able to serve. I hope to bring the cell group as close as possible, to build strong relationships between the group members and to support one another when we face troubles in life. Seeing as I'm new at this leading thing, I know I can't do this alone. As DMX said, as hard to believe as it may be, "forgive me Father, for I have sinned. With your help, I know, the devil won't win." At this point, I think only the second part truly apply. I know I'm inadequate, but no one is. I don't have to be perfect. God will provide, and I have faith in that promise.

But not all is smooth. I'm plagued by too many worries at this time. Problems with friends and especially family. I'm not really the main target in these situations, but I'm still involved one way or another. I just wish all will be well, and I know there's little I can do. Perhaps I do like to be in control, that's why the lack of it makes me feel so useless. I never saw myself as a control-craving individual, but the lack of it frustrates me greatly. God, please provide solutions to the problems at hand. I can do nothing but rely on You, which is a good thing, I know. I just pray that all does end well. Please strengthen everyone involved.